me: *stands up*
me: *gets head rush*
me: *vision goes blurry and white*
me: *hears ringing noise and stumbles*
me: I am literally the healthiest person alive. Stay hydrated.
me: *stands up*
me: *gets head rush*
me: *vision goes blurry and white*
me: *hears ringing noise and stumbles*
me: I am literally the healthiest person alive. Stay hydrated.
” I just don’t understand ”
” explain to me ” he said through the phone while hearing her cry
” you explain to me! I don’t understand how you can tell someone you love then go and act like they don’t matter do you? Explain to me how you managed to sleep at night knowing that I was crying because you made me feel worthless? How do you live with yourself after telling someone you love them but not prove a damn thing? ”
” I.. You know I love you ” he interrupted her
” Do I? ” She was gasping for air. ” if you loved me, how could you treat me like that? You didn’t. That’s the explanation, you just didn’t love me. ”
- the only logical explanation for us
All I ever wanted was a bit of your understanding. How can you know me when you start building your walls whenever I start to talk? How can I lean on you when you rip your shoulders off? How can I cry when you hate rains? How can I talk when you make me feel like you don’t want to hear me at all, plugging your ears with the stereo of your own opinions and beliefs?
I’m not her. Not him either, nor anyone.
Not because they are, means I am not.
Not because they can, means I can too.
I’m only me.
Please, please understand that.
Me: So, which personality are we going to fake today?
Me: I have so many to chose
Me: How do I mix them?
I don’t want people to fix me. I just want them to stop breaking me.
